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Born from childhood days,
The street is my domain.
Surviving the minutes and hours
Of hardships and pain.
They tell me I know nothing
When in truth I know more than I do say.
Life is my battle,
The street is my terrain,
The heart, it beats with majestic force--
The weapon I do claim.

I am a soldier--
Fighting the stereotypes
And striving past low expectations.
Growing up in a place
Where our art is their vandilism--
Our music and dance, in their eyes,
Nothing more than sexual references.
A child of alcohol, drugs, and wasting away.
Nothing more than a piece of garbage,
I am nothing-- or at least thats what they say.

I am a soldier--
The one who lives and tries to survive.
Branded and labeled--
A piece of property.
They don't see me, don't trully see me.
They only see their charts of numbers and negotiations,
They never look straight at my face!
To them I am simply a bother,
Other times a number.
Or what shall I say?

I am a soldier--
Yes I argue and complain,
But I was born to defend
The world no one wishes to mend!
For I, like them, have been casted aside.
Somehow fallen under the branch
Of untouchables and trash.
But I have experienced things they'll never see.
For I have lived through poverty and hunger
But still everyday I survive!

I am a soldier--
I shouldn't exist.
Born from corruption and similar things,
I have taken it upon me the need to live.
Something that was once a given right
Is now less than anything.
I do not know what I ever did
To have their eyes look down at me!
How is it a fault being born into a land
Of food stamps and poverty?

I am a human--
Shouldn't that mean I exist?
I have feelings, a family, and needs.
Just because I don't see what you do see
Or do the things that you can do,
That doesn't mean I am a criminal or a thing.
The soldier in me shouldn't live,
The world shouldn't be this way.
But it is.
And for that and every tainted thing...
I Am A Soldier.
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: The Sound of Silence
  • Reading: Thirst No. 3
  • Watching: The World Change One Step At A Time
  • Playing: With the Wind

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Erika Ruiz
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United States
I guess you could call me Erika, seeing as that is the name given to be at birth.
But some people call me Bb, Butterfly, Lilith, Kitty, Flutter, etc, etc. You take your pick.
Well, a few things about me are stated as followed, you don't have to take the time to read them, they're just there in case you do want to.

1. I am left-handed. Like approximately the other 15% of people on this planet. And no, I don't find it hard to write with my left-hand. I grew up this way.

2. I am a vegetarian. I have been for about 4 years. People ask me when I'm going back to eating meat and honestly, I really have no idea.

3. My greatest goal in life is to be able to hold a book in my hand that has my name printed on it. The day that happens, I can die happy.

4. I prefer not being labeled into any stereotype. Rather, I enjoy purposely breaking stereotypes. It is a fun thing to do.

5. My favorite band is My Chemical Romance. They've been my favorite band for seven years.

6. I live and breathe all types of emotions and art forms. It is my life's sustenance.

7. I enjoy discussing controversial topics. Especially those revolving around religion or politics.
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thank you for watching me! (something that would sound odd out of context)
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~SavannahMerie May 6, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave :D

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*hayley--jade May 2, 2012  New member Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for the fave! :iconfrankieroapprovesplz:

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~manga-lover1196 Mar 6, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks for the fave!

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~Bailey02 Dec 17, 2011  Student Traditional Artist
found you :D

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~Tadichiki-chan Sep 25, 2011  Student General Artist
thanks for all the faves!
here is a :iconllama-plz:~

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Thanks for the fave <3

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=FracturedxPorcelain Apr 3, 2011  Professional Photographer
Thank you for the watch. (:

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